Suddenly I found something...

Just sudden motivation,

I typed my name onto Google.

The results came out is...

This make me remember that time (refer to this post)

I was so not in mood/un-motivated when revision time for my exams.

Ended up? I failed 1 of 4 subjects and causing myself can't get Diploma in time.

Now I'm stucked in between waiting to next convocation,

which possibly is graduate with my juniors...on end of 2011

My future already getting darker and I'm getting lost of direction.

Working in a place that I'm not wished to happen in my life.

Getting involved in a confusing feeling of someone that I loved so much.

Can I f**k myself again?

我系人，

我都会呷醋嘎。

='(

=(

My Compaq seems had some 'diseases' recently since last week,

it doesn't want to 'eat', 'talk' and 'hear' what I said.

So today I bring it to the HP 'specialist hospital' in Damansara Height.

I hope there's any miracle happen...

After a 'full body check' by 'doctor'.

He confirmed to me that it already 'deaf' and 'mute', and it can't 'eat' any CD until I replaced it.

By the way he told me, it's 'internal organ' starts to weaken...maybe it can't get over it's 4 years old birthday...

Seriously I'm not happy to lose a 'good friend' of mine.

It cheers up my life since my college life starts,

but now... =(

No matter how I must 'cure' it to back like usual.

Sad Case.

I don't want this to be end so fast,

but I can't control or override it.

I have to end it,

with a limited capability to survive.

Hard to leave that 2 years life...

...yet confused to step into another life.

Sigh.. :'(

After yesterday incident...
I don't know why nobody trust on what I said...
Really sad...

Need some time to cooldown =(